Wednesday, May 05, 2010
The past few days have been NONSENSE-LY HOT!!! CRAPPY! INCORRIGIBLE! I've been perspiring even when I sleep and when I wake up! (In need of an air-con terribly right now! ): ) Totally feel like I'm in a sauna 24/7. Omg. PLEASE MR THUNDERSTORM! WE NEED YOU!
Hot complains aside, school has officially started! Even with just 2 modules unlike the 3 most of the fulltime students in my class take (I'm considered a fulltime student too since I'm taking daytime classes), I feel like I've just been knocked off my socks with the impending amount of workload required PER module. Like, assignments questions are READY for us to tackle - just waiting for our tutor to say GO, the countless numbers of readings we have to do (I read one through already for my PR mod, and I was practically 'HUH.. huh.. oh.. HUH!?..shit..forgeddit it!' Yeeeeah. Cheem, 20th century English. You'll wonder how the fuck they piece such CRAZY sentences and words together).. I wonder what's it gonna be like for HTM Law. Geez. I really do hope I will be able to do constant revision leh! Wouldn't wanna screw this up!
...And, it's MID-YEAR EXAMS TIME. Half of my students want extra tuition and I'm practically squeezing them into my schedule, even just for an hour of tuition. I wouldn't wanna screw the little social life that I have (half day on Sat, full day on Sun. Mon and Fris are school days with one tuition lesson squeezed at the end of the day) so I just tell my students that I'm not free during my weekends after Sat morning. I HAVE A LIFE TOO! Went out for lunch with the Tribe one Friday and I was so SHACKED after lunch and tuitions til 10pm, I rejected their supper outing, even though it's nearby at East Coast Beach. Felt like a walking zombie zzzzzzzzzzz -.- But I don't care, this Thursday evening I'm still gonna join baby, Candy and maybe Nad & Dee at Helipad for Sugarlove! Tmr after tuitions gonna crash at baby's to watch Thank You For Smoking and (just to be kiasu since tutor recommended) Supersize Me for PR, else I'd have to go back to school on Saturday to watch it. Baby downloaded them for me HEH :D ♥ So I'm spending time with baby AND satisfying a subject task (if I'm not wrong we need to watch the movie to do our first assignment!). PERFECT COMBI (:
Hot complains aside, school has officially started! Even with just 2 modules unlike the 3 most of the fulltime students in my class take (I'm considered a fulltime student too since I'm taking daytime classes), I feel like I've just been knocked off my socks with the impending amount of workload required PER module. Like, assignments questions are READY for us to tackle - just waiting for our tutor to say GO, the countless numbers of readings we have to do (I read one through already for my PR mod, and I was practically 'HUH.. huh.. oh.. HUH!?..shit..forgeddit it!' Yeeeeah. Cheem, 20th century English. You'll wonder how the fuck they piece such CRAZY sentences and words together).. I wonder what's it gonna be like for HTM Law. Geez. I really do hope I will be able to do constant revision leh! Wouldn't wanna screw this up!
...And, it's MID-YEAR EXAMS TIME. Half of my students want extra tuition and I'm practically squeezing them into my schedule, even just for an hour of tuition. I wouldn't wanna screw the little social life that I have (half day on Sat, full day on Sun. Mon and Fris are school days with one tuition lesson squeezed at the end of the day) so I just tell my students that I'm not free during my weekends after Sat morning. I HAVE A LIFE TOO! Went out for lunch with the Tribe one Friday and I was so SHACKED after lunch and tuitions til 10pm, I rejected their supper outing, even though it's nearby at East Coast Beach. Felt like a walking zombie zzzzzzzzzzz -.- But I don't care, this Thursday evening I'm still gonna join baby, Candy and maybe Nad & Dee at Helipad for Sugarlove! Tmr after tuitions gonna crash at baby's to watch Thank You For Smoking and (just to be kiasu since tutor recommended) Supersize Me for PR, else I'd have to go back to school on Saturday to watch it. Baby downloaded them for me HEH :D ♥ So I'm spending time with baby AND satisfying a subject task (if I'm not wrong we need to watch the movie to do our first assignment!). PERFECT COMBI (:
♥ Zen @ 2:16 AM.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Can't wait for Bangkok, BB and i are flying in 30hours' time (: Pray for our safety! We've registered with MFA and gotten insurance. HAHA. In case.
Same Singapore Reality, please take your time to arrive. Wish I could be away from it more often.
Same Singapore Reality, please take your time to arrive. Wish I could be away from it more often.
♥ Zen @ 1:05 AM.
Friday, April 16, 2010
HELLO.
We made FANTASTIC MINCED PORK + ITALIAN SAUSAGE LASAGNA YO YO YO! :DDD Omg what a DAY it was! So I dragged myself out of bed last Sunday morning at 10.30am to bathe and get ready to grocery-shop and make the best lasagna ever. Dragged BB out of bed at 11am and we set off to TP's NTUC. Our total grocery-shopping receipts totaled up to $80 can you imagine. We bought our lasagna ingredients as well as pokpok (junk food- Twisties, KitKat, 2 tubs of sinful Ben & Jerry's!!!) that's why. Heh. It was $80 well-spent ok! But but but. When we reached home BB's oven kept tripping the electricity of his house -.- Last resort? We cabbed to his aunt's place in Potong Pasir to bake. But no, we realised she didnt have an oven, but a MICROWAVE OVEN AND TOASTER. We were like, sua la, just put it in the MICROWAVE! (Please don't judge/scrutinise! With just 10-15mins in the MICROWAVE compared to the 30-45mins in the CONVECTIONAL OVEN, we made lasagna!) Left some for his aunts and grandpa before heading back to his place to devour it. His aunt said it was really yummy :D We ate finish everything can. Hahaha. :D
Well BB's going strong with his abstinence from that no-brainer, no-advantage-causing rolled-up piece of toxic-inducing shit of a stick :DDD ♥♥♥ So proud of him! So he kept at one stick per day for two days after he tried going Cold Turkey but during the third day he vomitted twice right after smoking saying that it was the worst feeling he felt, with headache, lung pain and all. He didn't pick another one up ever since (it's Day 4 today?! :D ). What a guai boy. I love him so. (: Vic was very surprised but glad that he had decided to quit :D
EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. Besides throwing more money to school of course. Gonna plan up my modules timetable for my upcoming sem (: Vic choped the same slot as me to meet our respective course coordinators hyukhyuk! School's starting in 2 weeks yay!!! I can't wait to go back to studying I swear. I don't know why I sound like such a nerd. But yeah somehow I have that feeling. Haha.
Tuition's been OK, don't have that much of the dragging feeling anymore. Maybe cos their mid year exams are coming and they are more focused and hardworking, and finishing chapters after chapters with them are making me feel more accomplished :D Really hope they all pass with flying colours.
We made FANTASTIC MINCED PORK + ITALIAN SAUSAGE LASAGNA YO YO YO! :DDD Omg what a DAY it was! So I dragged myself out of bed last Sunday morning at 10.30am to bathe and get ready to grocery-shop and make the best lasagna ever. Dragged BB out of bed at 11am and we set off to TP's NTUC. Our total grocery-shopping receipts totaled up to $80 can you imagine. We bought our lasagna ingredients as well as pokpok (junk food- Twisties, KitKat, 2 tubs of sinful Ben & Jerry's!!!) that's why. Heh. It was $80 well-spent ok! But but but. When we reached home BB's oven kept tripping the electricity of his house -.- Last resort? We cabbed to his aunt's place in Potong Pasir to bake. But no, we realised she didnt have an oven, but a MICROWAVE OVEN AND TOASTER. We were like, sua la, just put it in the MICROWAVE! (Please don't judge/scrutinise! With just 10-15mins in the MICROWAVE compared to the 30-45mins in the CONVECTIONAL OVEN, we made lasagna!) Left some for his aunts and grandpa before heading back to his place to devour it. His aunt said it was really yummy :D We ate finish everything can. Hahaha. :D
Well BB's going strong with his abstinence from that no-brainer, no-advantage-causing rolled-up piece of toxic-inducing shit of a stick :DDD ♥♥♥ So proud of him! So he kept at one stick per day for two days after he tried going Cold Turkey but during the third day he vomitted twice right after smoking saying that it was the worst feeling he felt, with headache, lung pain and all. He didn't pick another one up ever since (it's Day 4 today?! :D ). What a guai boy. I love him so. (: Vic was very surprised but glad that he had decided to quit :D
EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. Besides throwing more money to school of course. Gonna plan up my modules timetable for my upcoming sem (: Vic choped the same slot as me to meet our respective course coordinators hyukhyuk! School's starting in 2 weeks yay!!! I can't wait to go back to studying I swear. I don't know why I sound like such a nerd. But yeah somehow I have that feeling. Haha.
Tuition's been OK, don't have that much of the dragging feeling anymore. Maybe cos their mid year exams are coming and they are more focused and hardworking, and finishing chapters after chapters with them are making me feel more accomplished :D Really hope they all pass with flying colours.
♥ Zen @ 1:07 AM.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
This is like my Twitter spot today, without any limits :D Where oh where did this blogging spirit come from?! Heh. I don't think I'll be this diligent again for sure, we'll see.
Bb's most prolly gonna be mobilised tomorrow by our Decisive Force, so will prolly be able to meet him tomorrow evening if we're lucky, Sunday if not. I miss my man-bolster. Hahahaha sorry please don't puke d: Despite him giving in to that damned toxic, tar-inducing tobacco stick he can't really live without (YET OK! YET! I have MUCH FAITH IN HIM), I still love that stupid boy. Stupid boy!!! Make sure you FIGHT OKAY! FIGHT IT!
Can't wait to make minced pork lasagna with bb (: Our past food experiments have been successful albeit the track record isn't what you would call a track record as is- we baked a homemade traditional apple pie with Regina and Glenn, potato salad for our Shack picnic and random, simple stuff like searing salmon, cooking scrambled eggs, maggi mee (yes he's so particular about the noodle I never really cared about that) and frying hotdogs and nuggets.. We do love to cook for each other. It's fun and we always have that silly little proud sense of satisfaction we carry with us for a while after cooking (: Hahah. So can't wait. Gotta find a proper recipe first hmmmm.
Sidenote, yay my REC 2 just finished downloading! \(^^)/ Shall watch it tomorrow in between my tuitions. Now off to bed soon.
Bb's most prolly gonna be mobilised tomorrow by our Decisive Force, so will prolly be able to meet him tomorrow evening if we're lucky, Sunday if not. I miss my man-bolster. Hahahaha sorry please don't puke d: Despite him giving in to that damned toxic, tar-inducing tobacco stick he can't really live without (YET OK! YET! I have MUCH FAITH IN HIM), I still love that stupid boy. Stupid boy!!! Make sure you FIGHT OKAY! FIGHT IT!
Can't wait to make minced pork lasagna with bb (: Our past food experiments have been successful albeit the track record isn't what you would call a track record as is- we baked a homemade traditional apple pie with Regina and Glenn, potato salad for our Shack picnic and random, simple stuff like searing salmon, cooking scrambled eggs, maggi mee (yes he's so particular about the noodle I never really cared about that) and frying hotdogs and nuggets.. We do love to cook for each other. It's fun and we always have that silly little proud sense of satisfaction we carry with us for a while after cooking (: Hahah. So can't wait. Gotta find a proper recipe first hmmmm.
Sidenote, yay my REC 2 just finished downloading! \(^^)/ Shall watch it tomorrow in between my tuitions. Now off to bed soon.
♥ Zen @ 1:52 AM.
Friday, April 09, 2010
Spoke. Too. Soon.
♥ Zen @ 4:44 PM.
Hello dusty blog.
Realised that I feel lost. The albeit single-sized, lower level of the bunk bed in my now-mother's room seems like it's too big, even with my bolster to hug. Last night I spent half the night thrashing left and right, half-asleep. The bed felt so empty and wide. At bb's house, at least I have him to hug. We squeeze in his single-sized bed but I like it just fine cos we can sleep cosying up to each other. My bed doesn't reside in my room.
Thinking about it, I've never had my own room in my entire 21 years of life and somehow right now, I wish I do.. A space where I can have a proper study table, a space where I can decorate, a sanctuary that belongs to me~ Whenever I'm using the laptop/mugging for exams, it's always on the table in the room where mum and I share, but mummy's habit is to blast the radio in her room when she comes back home from work and usually turns in before I do. I hate to disturb her entertainment and sleeping time.. She works almost every day.. So where do I go..
Things are too complicated at home to wish for that now in this current house. The only way to have my own room is prolly if 1) we buy a bigger house, 2) mummy and papa reconciles (okay that is like saying let me fly a rocket to the moon right now) or 3) I move out.
All of the above sounds nearly the impossible at this point in time.. The only place closest to my own space is with bb, and being with him there makes me feel so at ease.
Somehow I feel like.. I'm growing up.
On a sidenote, I'm a very proud of my dear bb- he survived Day One of cold turkey :DDD He deserves a very big MUACKS!
Realised that I feel lost. The albeit single-sized, lower level of the bunk bed in my now-mother's room seems like it's too big, even with my bolster to hug. Last night I spent half the night thrashing left and right, half-asleep. The bed felt so empty and wide. At bb's house, at least I have him to hug. We squeeze in his single-sized bed but I like it just fine cos we can sleep cosying up to each other. My bed doesn't reside in my room.
Thinking about it, I've never had my own room in my entire 21 years of life and somehow right now, I wish I do.. A space where I can have a proper study table, a space where I can decorate, a sanctuary that belongs to me~ Whenever I'm using the laptop/mugging for exams, it's always on the table in the room where mum and I share, but mummy's habit is to blast the radio in her room when she comes back home from work and usually turns in before I do. I hate to disturb her entertainment and sleeping time.. She works almost every day.. So where do I go..
Things are too complicated at home to wish for that now in this current house. The only way to have my own room is prolly if 1) we buy a bigger house, 2) mummy and papa reconciles (okay that is like saying let me fly a rocket to the moon right now) or 3) I move out.
All of the above sounds nearly the impossible at this point in time.. The only place closest to my own space is with bb, and being with him there makes me feel so at ease.
Somehow I feel like.. I'm growing up.
On a sidenote, I'm a very proud of my dear bb- he survived Day One of cold turkey :DDD He deserves a very big MUACKS!
♥
♥ Zen @ 12:47 PM.
Friday, January 09, 2009
Omg I failed my driving practical ): I la, destroyed everything at the last moment of circuit. I went through all the obstacles- vertical parking, parallel parking, slope, directional change, s-course and crank course without a hitch except for 2 demerit points at parallel parking where I turned the wheel while the vehicle was stationary. But at the exit point of the last obstacle, the crank course, I kena immediate failure. Not cos I mounted the kerb but cos I failed to give way to traffic on the main road. KNS. IMMEDIATE FAILURE sia. The driver, a girl, was driving damn slowly at my right and her face was plastered with question marks. I was like, OK, why is she looking so confused she should just speed up and let me go already cos I just received instructions from the tester to turn right. I waved for her to go but her speed remained the same. So I dunno what possessed me (I think I was blur la, the fact that I was about to turn into the main road didn't occur to me), I just drove up and turned right, passing her car. Fucking hell. Super wasted! That was a stupid decision la.
Think my re-test should be in end March. Gotta work on my little mistakes and get used to traffic situations more /: Oh well I'm still a road hazard so at least the roads are still safe. Lol. But sigh gotta spend more moolah. Sponsorship deal with Dad expired already so gotta fork out from my own pocket. I am officially in dire straits! ):
Got $100 worth of CapitaLand vouchers for my birthday from my Tribe and a few bowlers (: Gonna make full use of it and go for retail therapy later. Tonight gonna attend No. 1 Trance DJ Armin Van Buuren's party at Zouk with baby and some other colleagues (: I hope my alcohol endurance is still there!
Think my re-test should be in end March. Gotta work on my little mistakes and get used to traffic situations more /: Oh well I'm still a road hazard so at least the roads are still safe. Lol. But sigh gotta spend more moolah. Sponsorship deal with Dad expired already so gotta fork out from my own pocket. I am officially in dire straits! ):
Got $100 worth of CapitaLand vouchers for my birthday from my Tribe and a few bowlers (: Gonna make full use of it and go for retail therapy later. Tonight gonna attend No. 1 Trance DJ Armin Van Buuren's party at Zouk with baby and some other colleagues (: I hope my alcohol endurance is still there!
♥ Zen @ 12:49 PM.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Hello 2009.
2008's been very very eventful. First year of freedom after 12 years of schooling. Haha. Super shiok feeling! I remember having a blast of a birthday all thanks to my Thursday Club on the 6th of January to kickstart my new year :D Then came 9th January when I started as a server in Harry's Boat Quay before becoming a barmaid in end February in the newly-opened Harry's Shenton Way. Then came the trip with the bowlers to Bintan where we went bodysurfing and clubbing at a beach club for the very first time :D Then in May, Deborah, Krystal, Michelle my ex-vice-class chairwoman and Clar went for a superduper funtastic trip to Bangkok :D First time taking the plane since I was a teeny tod! Then in August, quit Harry's due to school and decided to do part-time at another bar. That's when I started at Loof (: Been great there ever since! A really good decision I made I would say, cos that's where I learnt more about bartending, had a lot of fun while I was at it and enjoyed a new environment- 90percent of my colleagues are around my age, so some of us are quite tight as friends outside of work :D, music is gooooood (no more jazz /: house and acoustic mmm!) - and that's where I met Dominguez Santos (: These are the most memorable events of my 2008 (:
The last few hours of 2008's spent working at Loof. The bartenders all drank after the countdown. Walao eh tah-ed a vodka RedBull and Mumm's champagne in the end got quite sagh that I couldn't aim. Haha. I remember that I wanted to put a scoop of ice into the ice water jug but only half the scoop of ice went in and when I wanted to put a lime wedge into the mouth of a Corona bottle I either pushed a little too hard or I missed the mouth by a bit so down went the bottle onto the bar mat and some beer leaked out X: Vincent was like, wey wey wey you OK or not?! in half-laughter cos he know I'm most probably halfway up in the clouds already xD I managed to put the bottle upright and pushed a lime wedge halfway through the mouth but the amount of beer that leaked out was rather obvious. The whole neck of alcohol from the bottle was gone (x Luckily quick-thinking Vincent instructed me to pump some soda into the bottle to save the alcohol else sagh Zen would just be like, just serve la! Managed to escape a tequila shot and glass of Rosé (x I just pretended that I was damn busy stocking up/cleaning la. Hahaha. Caught Mervin and Derick hiding at either sides of the kitchen while the alcohol was being served xDDD Damnnnn funny. Went to Supperclub after work. Stayed over at baby's place after that.
The bowlers popped by after the countdown and Warren snapped a pic of me and Nad at work :D (It's when I was sagh :D )
I really hope that 2009 will be as eventful (good ones!!!!!!) as 2008 (: I'm sorry, baby, that the new year didn't start off right ): I really hope we won't have anymore misunderstandings. I love you so much.
This afternoon, baby and I went cycling. Haha okay, or rather, he cycled while I just stood at the back xP I didn't help at all, I just added weight (a lot of weight I must add!) to the back and baby had a hard time when we went through narrow poles, upslopes and manouvreing around. I offered to cycle us instead but scrapped the idea after getting on the bike and discovering that my feet didn't touch the ground /: Wasn't confident that the journey will be in safe hands! We were supposed to get to Toa Payoh Lorong 8's market's ATM to transfer some money but when we got there the ATM wasn't working. Omggg. Baby had to cycle around the estate to look for another ATM but we only managed to find one at Lorong 7. Luckily we had a little rest while transferring money. Heh. Baby managed to ride us safely back while tolerating his not-at-all-light girlfriend at the back (x You're still the best baby! Haha. I must admit, it really felt like those old school romance you see in movies xD Rah lemme lose some weight then at least baby will consider doing that again. HAHA (x
Before I go, I'd like to shoutout-
A HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST SHAMAYNE SARBO! :DDD
She's hit 2 decades! Hahaha. I should be laughing at myself too because mine's not far away either. We are so old omg twenty!!!! ): I will miss being a teen. Haha.
2008's been very very eventful. First year of freedom after 12 years of schooling. Haha. Super shiok feeling! I remember having a blast of a birthday all thanks to my Thursday Club on the 6th of January to kickstart my new year :D Then came 9th January when I started as a server in Harry's Boat Quay before becoming a barmaid in end February in the newly-opened Harry's Shenton Way. Then came the trip with the bowlers to Bintan where we went bodysurfing and clubbing at a beach club for the very first time :D Then in May, Deborah, Krystal, Michelle my ex-vice-class chairwoman and Clar went for a superduper funtastic trip to Bangkok :D First time taking the plane since I was a teeny tod! Then in August, quit Harry's due to school and decided to do part-time at another bar. That's when I started at Loof (: Been great there ever since! A really good decision I made I would say, cos that's where I learnt more about bartending, had a lot of fun while I was at it and enjoyed a new environment- 90percent of my colleagues are around my age, so some of us are quite tight as friends outside of work :D, music is gooooood (no more jazz /: house and acoustic mmm!) - and that's where I met Dominguez Santos (: These are the most memorable events of my 2008 (:
The last few hours of 2008's spent working at Loof. The bartenders all drank after the countdown. Walao eh tah-ed a vodka RedBull and Mumm's champagne in the end got quite sagh that I couldn't aim. Haha. I remember that I wanted to put a scoop of ice into the ice water jug but only half the scoop of ice went in and when I wanted to put a lime wedge into the mouth of a Corona bottle I either pushed a little too hard or I missed the mouth by a bit so down went the bottle onto the bar mat and some beer leaked out X: Vincent was like, wey wey wey you OK or not?! in half-laughter cos he know I'm most probably halfway up in the clouds already xD I managed to put the bottle upright and pushed a lime wedge halfway through the mouth but the amount of beer that leaked out was rather obvious. The whole neck of alcohol from the bottle was gone (x Luckily quick-thinking Vincent instructed me to pump some soda into the bottle to save the alcohol else sagh Zen would just be like, just serve la! Managed to escape a tequila shot and glass of Rosé (x I just pretended that I was damn busy stocking up/cleaning la. Hahaha. Caught Mervin and Derick hiding at either sides of the kitchen while the alcohol was being served xDDD Damnnnn funny. Went to Supperclub after work. Stayed over at baby's place after that.
The bowlers popped by after the countdown and Warren snapped a pic of me and Nad at work :D (It's when I was sagh :D )
I really hope that 2009 will be as eventful (good ones!!!!!!) as 2008 (: I'm sorry, baby, that the new year didn't start off right ): I really hope we won't have anymore misunderstandings. I love you so much.
This afternoon, baby and I went cycling. Haha okay, or rather, he cycled while I just stood at the back xP I didn't help at all, I just added weight (a lot of weight I must add!) to the back and baby had a hard time when we went through narrow poles, upslopes and manouvreing around. I offered to cycle us instead but scrapped the idea after getting on the bike and discovering that my feet didn't touch the ground /: Wasn't confident that the journey will be in safe hands! We were supposed to get to Toa Payoh Lorong 8's market's ATM to transfer some money but when we got there the ATM wasn't working. Omggg. Baby had to cycle around the estate to look for another ATM but we only managed to find one at Lorong 7. Luckily we had a little rest while transferring money. Heh. Baby managed to ride us safely back while tolerating his not-at-all-light girlfriend at the back (x You're still the best baby! Haha. I must admit, it really felt like those old school romance you see in movies xD Rah lemme lose some weight then at least baby will consider doing that again. HAHA (x
Before I go, I'd like to shoutout-
A HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST SHAMAYNE SARBO! :DDD
She's hit 2 decades! Hahaha. I should be laughing at myself too because mine's not far away either. We are so old omg twenty!!!! ): I will miss being a teen. Haha.
♥ Zen @ 11:57 PM.
