Thursday, May 31, 2007
Listening to Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin now. Love it! :D Thanks, Donna, for sending me the song! Heard it over the radio a few times but Ive never caught the title/artist. So woooooooooot!
Ah ah ahhhhh! Those are the exact words that my scores are screaming out. Bowled like crap todaye )))): I think I bowled a 130+ average. Yucks. I think Ive plummetted down from the overall rankings. KNS la. The same thing happened the last time I joined NAG. Hopefully tmr's Team Event wont be that bad and that me and Reg will be in Masters. Hopefully (more for my case)!
Sigh. Today is just an odd day overall. Leaning towards the bad side but it's not exactly.. bad. I just feel weird.
Felt so effing guilty this afternoon ): Went for lunch with Mummy at our house downstairs' kopitiam but what was busy Zen doing? Busying herself with the handphone, settling some stuff for CIP (which I think I failed to make it successful since I was the sole person doing everything ): ). I walked to the kopitiam with her, tiak-tiak-tiaking away on my phone. Not only that, but when I was waiting, when I the food arrived, when Mum was trying to speak to me. ARGH. I feel like an ungrateful daughter ): When the Indian stallholder came over to talk to my Mum, she was lamenting to him how her son is going to school for choir practice while her daughter is going bowling and the house is empty with her only ): Sigh. I feel so guilty. Esp with me who is desperately trying to settle the CIP.
And other stuffs including bowling. Sigh.
Felt like puking before bowling, I dont know why. Went to the toilet to try to puke to feel better after much persuasion from Reg and Clara, but after gagging like 6 or 7 times nothing came out (or rather I was also kind of hesitant to really vomit, cos I hate the aftermath of tears + feeling physically weak + dehydrated). Bought plum candy to suppress the feeling instead.
Had little perks here and there today though, but the main perk of the day is (LO AND BEHOLD!) Lit extra lesson. CHING CHONG CHING CHONG! DONG DONG CHIANG (no I quite dislike the Chinese opera-esque stuff but yeah it emphasises on the irony there)! Haha. I think I'm starting to like doing Pride and Prejudice (or P&P, which we dearly name in really short form). When Ms K was lecturing, my mind wondered to my own life issues related to that. Furthermore it was one of the more relaxed Lit lessons. It wasnt dreadful at all. I actually dont mind picking up the book and annotating it in my notebook. Haha. Wow. It's a gooooood sign (:
Sigh. Please let tomorrow be a better day.
Ah ah ahhhhh! Those are the exact words that my scores are screaming out. Bowled like crap todaye )))): I think I bowled a 130+ average. Yucks. I think Ive plummetted down from the overall rankings. KNS la. The same thing happened the last time I joined NAG. Hopefully tmr's Team Event wont be that bad and that me and Reg will be in Masters. Hopefully (more for my case)!
Sigh. Today is just an odd day overall. Leaning towards the bad side but it's not exactly.. bad. I just feel weird.
Felt so effing guilty this afternoon ): Went for lunch with Mummy at our house downstairs' kopitiam but what was busy Zen doing? Busying herself with the handphone, settling some stuff for CIP (which I think I failed to make it successful since I was the sole person doing everything ): ). I walked to the kopitiam with her, tiak-tiak-tiaking away on my phone. Not only that, but when I was waiting, when I the food arrived, when Mum was trying to speak to me. ARGH. I feel like an ungrateful daughter ): When the Indian stallholder came over to talk to my Mum, she was lamenting to him how her son is going to school for choir practice while her daughter is going bowling and the house is empty with her only ): Sigh. I feel so guilty. Esp with me who is desperately trying to settle the CIP.
And other stuffs including bowling. Sigh.
Felt like puking before bowling, I dont know why. Went to the toilet to try to puke to feel better after much persuasion from Reg and Clara, but after gagging like 6 or 7 times nothing came out (or rather I was also kind of hesitant to really vomit, cos I hate the aftermath of tears + feeling physically weak + dehydrated). Bought plum candy to suppress the feeling instead.
Had little perks here and there today though, but the main perk of the day is (LO AND BEHOLD!) Lit extra lesson. CHING CHONG CHING CHONG! DONG DONG CHIANG (no I quite dislike the Chinese opera-esque stuff but yeah it emphasises on the irony there)! Haha. I think I'm starting to like doing Pride and Prejudice (or P&P, which we dearly name in really short form). When Ms K was lecturing, my mind wondered to my own life issues related to that. Furthermore it was one of the more relaxed Lit lessons. It wasnt dreadful at all. I actually dont mind picking up the book and annotating it in my notebook. Haha. Wow. It's a gooooood sign (:
Sigh. Please let tomorrow be a better day.
♥ Zen @ 1:54 AM.
