Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I think for the rest of today and the first half of tomorrow there will be a golf ball stuck in my throat. Suddenly you know! Suddenly so anxious when I felt so carefree yesterday and the day before yesterday, etc etc. Argh. Now I know how Darryl feels.
While talking to Mum over lunch about my future education I felt dreadful. I didnt wanna think about it. Partly cos I dont think I'll do very well for A's because I think all I did was bowl and tried to avoid work the best I could. Haha. OK la not until that bad an extent. So I'm not expecting much but after talking to my seniors to enquire what NTU Business School expects of its applicants I dont think I'll get an A, A, B. Maybe a C, C, C or a B, C, C at best? I dunno. Argh! I hate hate hate thinking about school. How I wish I could just bartend for the rest of my life and stay 19/young. I dont wanna grow up la!!!
It's so painful to mask that anxiety and worrisome feeling and smile and pretend like I'm all rainbows and butterflies. But I have to master that.
OK I shant talk about results anymore. It's creepy. Why happen to me now!!!
.. OK maybe better now than earlier.
ANYWAYS. Yesterday had supper at Geylang Lorong 19 with some colleagues from other branches of Harry's - Veronica and Aaron - after work. We ate frogs. IT WAS YUMMY! Serious. I know it sounds frigging gross somehow but it's really nice. We ordered garlic and dried chilli frog claypot and frog in the chilli crab sauce. You have to try it one day, seriously. I can bring you there too if you want! (: Loved the company as well. They were damn funny people. Veronica is super vulgar with all da KNNBCCB but somehow it cracks us up when she says it. And we talked about the topic of giving birth while having frogs and Veronica was going KNNBCCB da whole time cos she was like, You know how pain it was or not to give birth. It was like going to hell and back! KNNBCCB! And you guys only know how to shoot shoot only! And more explicit stuff which I shant blog here hahahahaha. Damn funny.
While talking to Mum over lunch about my future education I felt dreadful. I didnt wanna think about it. Partly cos I dont think I'll do very well for A's because I think all I did was bowl and tried to avoid work the best I could. Haha. OK la not until that bad an extent. So I'm not expecting much but after talking to my seniors to enquire what NTU Business School expects of its applicants I dont think I'll get an A, A, B. Maybe a C, C, C or a B, C, C at best? I dunno. Argh! I hate hate hate thinking about school. How I wish I could just bartend for the rest of my life and stay 19/young. I dont wanna grow up la!!!
It's so painful to mask that anxiety and worrisome feeling and smile and pretend like I'm all rainbows and butterflies. But I have to master that.
OK I shant talk about results anymore. It's creepy. Why happen to me now!!!
.. OK maybe better now than earlier.
ANYWAYS. Yesterday had supper at Geylang Lorong 19 with some colleagues from other branches of Harry's - Veronica and Aaron - after work. We ate frogs. IT WAS YUMMY! Serious. I know it sounds frigging gross somehow but it's really nice. We ordered garlic and dried chilli frog claypot and frog in the chilli crab sauce. You have to try it one day, seriously. I can bring you there too if you want! (: Loved the company as well. They were damn funny people. Veronica is super vulgar with all da KNNBCCB but somehow it cracks us up when she says it. And we talked about the topic of giving birth while having frogs and Veronica was going KNNBCCB da whole time cos she was like, You know how pain it was or not to give birth. It was like going to hell and back! KNNBCCB! And you guys only know how to shoot shoot only! And more explicit stuff which I shant blog here hahahahaha. Damn funny.
OK time to get ready for work. GOLF BALL PLEASE GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Here are some random piccahs of some SuJu members I found in FaceBook. They cheered me up a bit (:
♥ Zen @ 11:23 PM.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
:D
I'm a bartender! Haha. I was working behind the bar since Tuesday and it's been fun yet a little stressful especially when the bar is crowded (Friday night! :///) For once Is(khandar) my mentor kinda shouted at me for forgetting stuff. Which sucks cos I was a lil nervous la. Haha. The orders just kept coming and I wasnt familiar with the concoctions so I felt pretty retarded. Kept passing the cocktail orders to Is while I simply pumped beers -.-" I sneaked a peek at my concoctions list when I took my classmates' orders when they came to visit tho heh. I made Jungle Juice (15ml Midori Melon Liquer, 15ml Malibu, 15ml Banana Liquer, 30ml Lime Juice and 60ml Pineapple Juice) for them! Mark talked to them and walked over to the bar and was like, your classmates ask you to make anything which is sweet and nice. Chose JJ cos Midori and Malibu are supposedly really nice liquers (I didnt try but I heard they are!). Haha my boss Jimmy damn cute. He was like, Whoa eh. Your classmates all very pretty ah! Hahaha of course Jimmy!
Gna work with the other Is the bartender during the night shifts next week. Then got a new bartender coming in next Monday who has zero experience (like me when I started). Mentor Is will be training him up too. I hope I'd be better since I started earlier! Hee. Budden I cant carry the kegs of beers. Damn. Mentor Is says that he wont allow me to do that so as to prevent any accidents since I'm a girl -.-" He says if we girls were to carry too heavy stuff our wombs may come out. Cos each keg of beer weighs about 43kg. Haha it's a really scary thought but oh well. I'm glad that theyre sensitive but I proved my physical strength by topping up the ice bin with buckets of ice and carry the supposedly heavy coffee machine up after breaking down the bar. I dont wna seem like a gu niang la.
Converting to a full-timer soon, hope my progress to become a full-fledged, all-knowing bartender will be faster! Still got so many things to learn like memorising all the cocktail concoctions and more background info on the alcohol served at Harry's.
I wna watch so many movies. Sky of Love, PS I Love You, Death Note trilogy and many more! No time to watch nowadays ): YiuYiu maybe we could gather the Zen/Choi Tribe for Sky of Love!
SUJU when are you coming to sunny South East Asia????
OK I think I'd better go. It's reaching 6am and I'm still up after work. I also dunno where my energy came from. Good night!
I'm a bartender! Haha. I was working behind the bar since Tuesday and it's been fun yet a little stressful especially when the bar is crowded (Friday night! :///) For once Is(khandar) my mentor kinda shouted at me for forgetting stuff. Which sucks cos I was a lil nervous la. Haha. The orders just kept coming and I wasnt familiar with the concoctions so I felt pretty retarded. Kept passing the cocktail orders to Is while I simply pumped beers -.-" I sneaked a peek at my concoctions list when I took my classmates' orders when they came to visit tho heh. I made Jungle Juice (15ml Midori Melon Liquer, 15ml Malibu, 15ml Banana Liquer, 30ml Lime Juice and 60ml Pineapple Juice) for them! Mark talked to them and walked over to the bar and was like, your classmates ask you to make anything which is sweet and nice. Chose JJ cos Midori and Malibu are supposedly really nice liquers (I didnt try but I heard they are!). Haha my boss Jimmy damn cute. He was like, Whoa eh. Your classmates all very pretty ah! Hahaha of course Jimmy!
Gna work with the other Is the bartender during the night shifts next week. Then got a new bartender coming in next Monday who has zero experience (like me when I started). Mentor Is will be training him up too. I hope I'd be better since I started earlier! Hee. Budden I cant carry the kegs of beers. Damn. Mentor Is says that he wont allow me to do that so as to prevent any accidents since I'm a girl -.-" He says if we girls were to carry too heavy stuff our wombs may come out. Cos each keg of beer weighs about 43kg. Haha it's a really scary thought but oh well. I'm glad that theyre sensitive but I proved my physical strength by topping up the ice bin with buckets of ice and carry the supposedly heavy coffee machine up after breaking down the bar. I dont wna seem like a gu niang la.
Converting to a full-timer soon, hope my progress to become a full-fledged, all-knowing bartender will be faster! Still got so many things to learn like memorising all the cocktail concoctions and more background info on the alcohol served at Harry's.
I wna watch so many movies. Sky of Love, PS I Love You, Death Note trilogy and many more! No time to watch nowadays ): YiuYiu maybe we could gather the Zen/Choi Tribe for Sky of Love!
SUJU when are you coming to sunny South East Asia????
OK I think I'd better go. It's reaching 6am and I'm still up after work. I also dunno where my energy came from. Good night!
♥ Zen @ 5:21 AM.
Friday, February 15, 2008
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MY JADEY DEAR! (:
V Day this year was odd for me. Haha. I had work from 10am-6pm and I had a weird tummyache after having breakfast (bread with cheese. I think twas the blardie cheese's fault la ): ) I had the puking sensation for a few hours so it was rather dreadful. Felt better after drinking warm water. Then after lunch I had the puking sensation AGAIN. Almost cancelled on the movie outing with Deb, Krystal and Mumtaz cos I didnt feel very well but I felt bad cos then I'd pangseh them. So in the end I decided not to pangseh and caught Jumper with them. Luckily I felt OK for the rest of the night (: Didnt really like the ending of the movie though! Twas too abrupt. The company was nice though, Mumtaz's boyfriend came too, we made sure he did so that he could surprise her. LOL! Cos they didnt have any V Day plans initially and we were rather shocked to learn that. Reg and I folded hearts for our colleagues and gave em Hershey's kisses and stuck em on their lockers. Glad they were all surprised! Haha.
Siala, I really hope I become a full-fledged bartender at Harry's in the near future. I feel like I have that interest for bartending like I did for bowling. The wanting to know how to perfect that release, to get the feel of the ball roll and getting that sense of satisfaction after a strike. Same goes for bartending. The want to make that particular drink perfect and the satisfaction after making a good one and they compliment you or have that WOW look on their faces when they see a really cool looking drink with the layers of alcohol or that SIALA NICE LA look on their faces. Haha. I guess it's that passion and interest which dwells inside which makes me wna go further. If not I wouldnt have gave much of a bat of an eyelid to want to know how the bartenders make the drinks, the amounts of the different alcohol inside, blah blah and stuck to my waitressing. I guess I'm searching for a different sense of satisfaction at work now from waitressing to bartending.
I'm starting to like DBSK's Purple Line due to the really hot beat the song has (like Man In Love by Super Junior) and returning to English R&B. Lols. Whine Up is on replay lotsa lotsa lotsa times already (x
I found this really old vid of Super Junior (dated way back in October 2005) where they had a dance battle! It's really cool, I didnt recognise anybody at first. Lol. Heechul's the one with the ponytail, Donghae's the one with the blonde hair bouncing the most (haha (x ), Eunhyuk's on the left team, Siwon as well, Kibum and Sungmin's both in black, Kangin in the right team, Leeteuk did a b-boy move (he looks really cool here!), Hankyung must be the one who did the flip, Yesung in a black and white sleeveless top, Shindong in white with a cross necklace and the one in the sleeveless white hoodie I cant seem to tell who it is (Ryeowook since he's the only one not mentioned but I think he's shorter?). ENJOY! They're dancing to an English song, btw. Lol.
V Day this year was odd for me. Haha. I had work from 10am-6pm and I had a weird tummyache after having breakfast (bread with cheese. I think twas the blardie cheese's fault la ): ) I had the puking sensation for a few hours so it was rather dreadful. Felt better after drinking warm water. Then after lunch I had the puking sensation AGAIN. Almost cancelled on the movie outing with Deb, Krystal and Mumtaz cos I didnt feel very well but I felt bad cos then I'd pangseh them. So in the end I decided not to pangseh and caught Jumper with them. Luckily I felt OK for the rest of the night (: Didnt really like the ending of the movie though! Twas too abrupt. The company was nice though, Mumtaz's boyfriend came too, we made sure he did so that he could surprise her. LOL! Cos they didnt have any V Day plans initially and we were rather shocked to learn that. Reg and I folded hearts for our colleagues and gave em Hershey's kisses and stuck em on their lockers. Glad they were all surprised! Haha.
Siala, I really hope I become a full-fledged bartender at Harry's in the near future. I feel like I have that interest for bartending like I did for bowling. The wanting to know how to perfect that release, to get the feel of the ball roll and getting that sense of satisfaction after a strike. Same goes for bartending. The want to make that particular drink perfect and the satisfaction after making a good one and they compliment you or have that WOW look on their faces when they see a really cool looking drink with the layers of alcohol or that SIALA NICE LA look on their faces. Haha. I guess it's that passion and interest which dwells inside which makes me wna go further. If not I wouldnt have gave much of a bat of an eyelid to want to know how the bartenders make the drinks, the amounts of the different alcohol inside, blah blah and stuck to my waitressing. I guess I'm searching for a different sense of satisfaction at work now from waitressing to bartending.
I'm starting to like DBSK's Purple Line due to the really hot beat the song has (like Man In Love by Super Junior) and returning to English R&B. Lols. Whine Up is on replay lotsa lotsa lotsa times already (x
I found this really old vid of Super Junior (dated way back in October 2005) where they had a dance battle! It's really cool, I didnt recognise anybody at first. Lol. Heechul's the one with the ponytail, Donghae's the one with the blonde hair bouncing the most (haha (x ), Eunhyuk's on the left team, Siwon as well, Kibum and Sungmin's both in black, Kangin in the right team, Leeteuk did a b-boy move (he looks really cool here!), Hankyung must be the one who did the flip, Yesung in a black and white sleeveless top, Shindong in white with a cross necklace and the one in the sleeveless white hoodie I cant seem to tell who it is (Ryeowook since he's the only one not mentioned but I think he's shorter?). ENJOY! They're dancing to an English song, btw. Lol.
♥ Zen @ 12:27 AM.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY SIWON!
May you stay healthy always cos youre always away from your Choi Tribe that I have to be the Leader and take care of these naughty kids. Lols.
May you continue to hone your singing, dancing, acting and modeling talents and bring Super Junior to great heights! Your ELFs will always be here supporting you right here in teeny Singapore (:
Norul Saranghe Siwon! <3
Alright now's my turn to help out with the tradition of the Choi Tribe to have a pic spam of the birthday boy. Haha I am honoured to do Papa Choi so HERE IT IS!
Alright that's it from Mama Choi!
Love the pics of Siwon in red and the one where he gave Ryeowook a big birthday kiss on the cheek! Haha so cute la.
Vic, do you have gifs of Papa Choi? If you do you can have the honours of posting them up cos I dont have. Lol.
Alrighto I promise I'll BLOG about my life more often than SuJu, cos I think it's becoming a SuJu blog instead of Zen's blog. Lols.
May you stay healthy always cos youre always away from your Choi Tribe that I have to be the Leader and take care of these naughty kids. Lols.
May you continue to hone your singing, dancing, acting and modeling talents and bring Super Junior to great heights! Your ELFs will always be here supporting you right here in teeny Singapore (:
Norul Saranghe Siwon! <3
Alright now's my turn to help out with the tradition of the Choi Tribe to have a pic spam of the birthday boy. Haha I am honoured to do Papa Choi so HERE IT IS!
Alright that's it from Mama Choi!
Love the pics of Siwon in red and the one where he gave Ryeowook a big birthday kiss on the cheek! Haha so cute la.
Vic, do you have gifs of Papa Choi? If you do you can have the honours of posting them up cos I dont have. Lol.
Alrighto I promise I'll BLOG about my life more often than SuJu, cos I think it's becoming a SuJu blog instead of Zen's blog. Lols.
♥ Zen @ 1:40 AM.
