Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I think for the rest of today and the first half of tomorrow there will be a golf ball stuck in my throat. Suddenly you know! Suddenly so anxious when I felt so carefree yesterday and the day before yesterday, etc etc. Argh. Now I know how Darryl feels.
While talking to Mum over lunch about my future education I felt dreadful. I didnt wanna think about it. Partly cos I dont think I'll do very well for A's because I think all I did was bowl and tried to avoid work the best I could. Haha. OK la not until that bad an extent. So I'm not expecting much but after talking to my seniors to enquire what NTU Business School expects of its applicants I dont think I'll get an A, A, B. Maybe a C, C, C or a B, C, C at best? I dunno. Argh! I hate hate hate thinking about school. How I wish I could just bartend for the rest of my life and stay 19/young. I dont wanna grow up la!!!
It's so painful to mask that anxiety and worrisome feeling and smile and pretend like I'm all rainbows and butterflies. But I have to master that.
OK I shant talk about results anymore. It's creepy. Why happen to me now!!!
.. OK maybe better now than earlier.
ANYWAYS. Yesterday had supper at Geylang Lorong 19 with some colleagues from other branches of Harry's - Veronica and Aaron - after work. We ate frogs. IT WAS YUMMY! Serious. I know it sounds frigging gross somehow but it's really nice. We ordered garlic and dried chilli frog claypot and frog in the chilli crab sauce. You have to try it one day, seriously. I can bring you there too if you want! (: Loved the company as well. They were damn funny people. Veronica is super vulgar with all da KNNBCCB but somehow it cracks us up when she says it. And we talked about the topic of giving birth while having frogs and Veronica was going KNNBCCB da whole time cos she was like, You know how pain it was or not to give birth. It was like going to hell and back! KNNBCCB! And you guys only know how to shoot shoot only! And more explicit stuff which I shant blog here hahahahaha. Damn funny.
While talking to Mum over lunch about my future education I felt dreadful. I didnt wanna think about it. Partly cos I dont think I'll do very well for A's because I think all I did was bowl and tried to avoid work the best I could. Haha. OK la not until that bad an extent. So I'm not expecting much but after talking to my seniors to enquire what NTU Business School expects of its applicants I dont think I'll get an A, A, B. Maybe a C, C, C or a B, C, C at best? I dunno. Argh! I hate hate hate thinking about school. How I wish I could just bartend for the rest of my life and stay 19/young. I dont wanna grow up la!!!
It's so painful to mask that anxiety and worrisome feeling and smile and pretend like I'm all rainbows and butterflies. But I have to master that.
OK I shant talk about results anymore. It's creepy. Why happen to me now!!!
.. OK maybe better now than earlier.
ANYWAYS. Yesterday had supper at Geylang Lorong 19 with some colleagues from other branches of Harry's - Veronica and Aaron - after work. We ate frogs. IT WAS YUMMY! Serious. I know it sounds frigging gross somehow but it's really nice. We ordered garlic and dried chilli frog claypot and frog in the chilli crab sauce. You have to try it one day, seriously. I can bring you there too if you want! (: Loved the company as well. They were damn funny people. Veronica is super vulgar with all da KNNBCCB but somehow it cracks us up when she says it. And we talked about the topic of giving birth while having frogs and Veronica was going KNNBCCB da whole time cos she was like, You know how pain it was or not to give birth. It was like going to hell and back! KNNBCCB! And you guys only know how to shoot shoot only! And more explicit stuff which I shant blog here hahahahaha. Damn funny.
OK time to get ready for work. GOLF BALL PLEASE GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Here are some random piccahs of some SuJu members I found in FaceBook. They cheered me up a bit (:
♥ Zen @ 11:23 PM.
