A Triple Whammy.Still, it's not the end of the road. I'm appealing again for all and looking for alternatives. Somehow I'm sure everything will work out fine. I'm pretty adamant on what I want to do and I'll try my best to work towards it.
But I guess sometimes the Pessimistic Zen will resurface and fuck myself upside down about this. I guess I would say I kind of regret not putting more effort previously, but I'm not sore to the core about it cos my time was focussed on what I felt passionate about at that time and I tried my best. And I made really really good friends in the past 2 years while I was there, I definitely do not regret that (:
Gonna be a bit Korean cute-sy here, but.. Zen fighting!
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Took MC today cos I have a mysterious stomachache- it felt rather painful and bloated. (Sounds like it may burst like a balloon any moment hor? Haha) Went to the toilet thrice. Maybe it's stomach flu or a slight case of food poisoning (got a bit of gagging feeling at the throat) or cos Big Aunt's coming I'm not too sure. Maybe it's the last one cos my whole body's aching as well :S Ka-seng, chiu-seng.. (Jiao suan-suan de, shou ye suan-suan de.. I dunno how to translate in English properly lol. Leg and arms feel overworked?) So just told the doc I have diarrhea and rested at home today. The doc wanted to check if I was pregnant. I was like,
HAR? Oh it's OK. He was like,
Oh we ask all our patients who have diarrhea to check if theyre pregnant. I was like,
Oh OK haha it's OK I dont think I need to. (x Oh wells he was just helping right? Haha.
Sundays are really enjoyable with the
Zen/Choi Tribe :D Last Sunday Vic treated us to
Shokudo at Cine :D It's like
Pasta de Waraku. Vic intro-ed to the family her new stuffed toy love, Ken. It's a damn small, cute green big headed.. vegetable. Haha. Lemme kope a pic from YiuYiu's blog.

That Vic can be a puppeteer la. I crack up whenever she bounces Ken up and down and go,
"Oma! Oma! (Mum! Mum!)" and
"Hyung! Hyung! (Brother! Brother!)" in that cute voice she uses when she puppets her Daney and Ken. You gotta hear it to believe it. Haha. Went to Shamayne's house after dinner and slept over. Haha. Paiseh cos she had to go to school the next morning :X Next Sun we're gonna custom make chain earrings and watch
Prince Caspian woohoo! Cant wait :D
The urge of getting a tattoo of my name at my back/neck in another language is increasing. Haha. Still deciding what language to use. Pai kia or what! Haha. And maybe get like 5 more piercings (including the tragus and eyebrow..) and dye my hair pink.. OK the last sentence was rubbish!
Haha I'm addicted to
SS501's
A Song Calling For You (Remix). The dance steps are damn cute. Haha! Talking about dance I hope I can secure 2 spots for Sham and me in Choon Hui's class on Sun. I booked on Friday evening (we can only book 2 days in advance and on Friday morning we can book already) AND THERE WASNT ANYMORE SPACE ): ): ): ): ): Shall book on Friday morning!
♥ Zen @ 9:31 PM.