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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Can't wait for Bangkok, BB and i are flying in 30hours' time (: Pray for our safety! We've registered with MFA and gotten insurance. HAHA. In case.

Same Singapore Reality, please take your time to arrive. Wish I could be away from it more often.


♥ Zen @ 1:05 AM.
Friday, April 16, 2010

HELLO.

We made FANTASTIC MINCED PORK + ITALIAN SAUSAGE LASAGNA YO YO YO! :DDD Omg what a DAY it was! So I dragged myself out of bed last Sunday morning at 10.30am to bathe and get ready to grocery-shop and make the best lasagna ever. Dragged BB out of bed at 11am and we set off to TP's NTUC. Our total grocery-shopping receipts totaled up to $80 can you imagine. We bought our lasagna ingredients as well as pokpok (junk food- Twisties, KitKat, 2 tubs of sinful Ben & Jerry's!!!) that's why. Heh. It was $80 well-spent ok! But but but. When we reached home BB's oven kept tripping the electricity of his house -.- Last resort? We cabbed to his aunt's place in Potong Pasir to bake. But no, we realised she didnt have an oven, but a MICROWAVE OVEN AND TOASTER. We were like, sua la, just put it in the MICROWAVE! (Please don't judge/scrutinise! With just 10-15mins in the MICROWAVE compared to the 30-45mins in the CONVECTIONAL OVEN, we made lasagna!) Left some for his aunts and grandpa before heading back to his place to devour it. His aunt said it was really yummy :D We ate finish everything can. Hahaha. :D


Well BB's going strong with his abstinence from that no-brainer, no-advantage-causing rolled-up piece of toxic-inducing shit of a stick :DDD ♥♥♥ So proud of him! So he kept at one stick per day for two days after he tried going Cold Turkey but during the third day he vomitted twice right after smoking saying that it was the worst feeling he felt, with headache, lung pain and all. He didn't pick another one up ever since (it's Day 4 today?! :D ). What a guai boy. I love him so. (: Vic was very surprised but glad that he had decided to quit :D


EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. Besides throwing more money to school of course. Gonna plan up my modules timetable for my upcoming sem (: Vic choped the same slot as me to meet our respective course coordinators hyukhyuk! School's starting in 2 weeks yay!!! I can't wait to go back to studying I swear. I don't know why I sound like such a nerd. But yeah somehow I have that feeling. Haha.

Tuition's been OK, don't have that much of the dragging feeling anymore. Maybe cos their mid year exams are coming and they are more focused and hardworking, and finishing chapters after chapters with them are making me feel more accomplished :D Really hope they all pass with flying colours.




♥ Zen @ 1:07 AM.
Saturday, April 10, 2010

This is like my Twitter spot today, without any limits :D Where oh where did this blogging spirit come from?! Heh. I don't think I'll be this diligent again for sure, we'll see.

Bb's most prolly gonna be mobilised tomorrow by our Decisive Force, so will prolly be able to meet him tomorrow evening if we're lucky, Sunday if not. I miss my man-bolster. Hahahaha sorry please don't puke d: Despite him giving in to that damned toxic, tar-inducing tobacco stick he can't really live without (YET OK! YET! I have MUCH FAITH IN HIM), I still love that stupid boy. Stupid boy!!! Make sure you FIGHT OKAY! FIGHT IT!

Can't wait to make minced pork lasagna with bb (: Our past food experiments have been successful albeit the track record isn't what you would call a track record as is- we baked a homemade traditional apple pie with Regina and Glenn, potato salad for our Shack picnic and random, simple stuff like searing salmon, cooking scrambled eggs, maggi mee (yes he's so particular about the noodle I never really cared about that) and frying hotdogs and nuggets.. We do love to cook for each other. It's fun and we always have that silly little proud sense of satisfaction we carry with us for a while after cooking (: Hahah. So can't wait. Gotta find a proper recipe first hmmmm.

Sidenote, yay my REC 2 just finished downloading! \(^^)/ Shall watch it tomorrow in between my tuitions. Now off to bed soon.

♥ Zen @ 1:52 AM.
Friday, April 09, 2010

Spoke. Too. Soon.

♥ Zen @ 4:44 PM.

Hello dusty blog.

Realised that I feel lost. The albeit single-sized, lower level of the bunk bed in my now-mother's room seems like it's too big, even with my bolster to hug. Last night I spent half the night thrashing left and right, half-asleep. The bed felt so empty and wide. At bb's house, at least I have him to hug. We squeeze in his single-sized bed but I like it just fine cos we can sleep cosying up to each other. My bed doesn't reside in my room.

Thinking about it, I've never had my own room in my entire 21 years of life and somehow right now, I wish I do.. A space where I can have a proper study table, a space where I can decorate, a sanctuary that belongs to me~ Whenever I'm using the laptop/mugging for exams, it's always on the table in the room where mum and I share, but mummy's habit is to blast the radio in her room when she comes back home from work and usually turns in before I do. I hate to disturb her entertainment and sleeping time.. She works almost every day.. So where do I go..

Things are too complicated at home to wish for that now in this current house. The only way to have my own room is prolly if 1) we buy a bigger house, 2) mummy and papa reconciles (okay that is like saying let me fly a rocket to the moon right now) or 3) I move out.

All of the above sounds nearly the impossible at this point in time.. The only place closest to my own space is with bb, and being with him there makes me feel so at ease.

Somehow I feel like.. I'm growing up.

On a sidenote, I'm a very proud of my dear bb- he survived Day One of cold turkey :DDD He deserves a very big MUACKS!


♥ Zen @ 12:47 PM.

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